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 Post subject: Reincarnated Jayne
PostPosted: Tue May 04, 2010 7:34 am 
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Hello All!
I'm sharing my story and to some it may be unbelievable. I totally understand. So, if you believe in reincarnation...
When I was 13 I had a terribly intense dream. It stayed with me over the years because it was such an intense and strange experience.
I dreampt i was a pasanger in a vehicle , driving down a dark and foggy road. I had the feeling that we were cramped a bit tight in this vehicle and I knew I was in the front seat because I could see the road. We were driving fast, as if we were on a highway and suddenly, BAM! We went head on into something. Right before we crashed i heard male voices yell in horror. And in a second it was all over. I was so shaken and instantly I awoke from my dream. I immediatley started to cry, still shaking in my bed I had no idea what had just happened to me. I'd never experinced a dream so intense in my life!
Later that week I told my mother about my dream and she suggested it was a past life dream. I had no idea what that was. And I had a hard time concieving what reincarnation was....so i let it go.
I would also get a reoccuring vision when I would daydream or zone out, of a blonde woman sitting in front of a mirror naked, with a long bleach blonde wig on. From my view in the mirror i could see a man behind her and he was also nude. I could feel that (I) the woman was sad, and the man went on to tell her he was dissapointed in her and he seemed hurt and sad. He was basically telling her that he couldn't deal with her crap anymore. Somehow this vision stuck with me and I still can remember it so vividly because it re occured in my memory so many times when I was a teen. It just made me feel heart broken.

Fast forward to years later when I see the first photo of Jayne on a book called, Hollywood Babylon.
I was strangely familiarized with her face on the cover. I thought...."i feel as if i know this woman."
I read her story of the tragic way she died and that's when something cliqued in my head. My dream was incredibly similar to the story of her death!
And her persona,likes and dislikes, style and body type seemed incredibly similar to mine.
The more I read about her, the more I learned, things kept cliquing in my head and in my heart. I felt as if I'd solved a deep personal mystery. It was strangely relieving.
For years now I've had tons of coincidentally strange things involving Jayne's life and persona. There's too many memories, visions, and emotions to talk about. I'd be here for days writing!
It's really great to be able to share my story with you all and to know that so many people were Jayne fans.
I can tell you from memories that I have had that she loved her fans dearly. She loved them more than her own family at times. Sadly family to her wasn't really what she wanted it to be, and nothing could bandage that more for her than by having been loved by adoring fans so thank you to who ever continues to keep this website alive!!!
I can also tell you that i've had several visions involving Jayne's mother. One in particular where Jaynes mother is visiting and walks into the back yard to announce her arrival. I remember thinking "Does mother always have to TRY to be SO glamorous!" As if i was some how jealous of how easily my mother could look very put together and effortlessly beautiful! ha!

I thank you for reading my story and I hope I have not scared or wierded any one out. And I also realize that this is a message board and I'm opening myself up to critizisms. I'm completely comfortable with that because I know there will always be skeptics as long as the world is turning.
For the curious: A pic of me on my wedding day:)
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